Friday, September 9, 2011
Wuchun
I'm
seriously depressed now .
Why ?
I didn't get picked for
any of the activities for the
Aaron event that took place in July . That made me super depressed as
I REALLYREALLYREALLY LOVE
AARON A LOT .
I just want to take that polaroid with
him ):
The saddest part is when
Aaron was asked to pick
three fans to go up and played the game ,
he passed the job to the
host (
JIAHUI -.-) .
Well ,
I'm okay with that .
Aaron told
her to choose local people .
LOCAL .
LOCALOCALOCAL . Not trying to be mean / racist /etc , but who did dear old
Jiahui choose ?
WHO ? TWO CHINA GIRLS AND ONLY ONE LOCAL GIRL . The saddest part is she choose the China girl beside
me ):
You know , actually
I wouldn't be so sad if
I had gotten
their (as in
Fahrenheit) autograph last December holidays when
they're here .
They were here on 3rd Dec to 5th Dec . Guess what ?
I had to be away form then to then . Gah .
There goes my first chance of seeing
Fahrenheit . Well , I guess it's okay if my friend helped me get
their autograph ....
She did took my album there .
She did help .
Guess what ?
She didn't get it .
I was okay with it .
I WAS .
Until
I learnt from another friend that it's impossible to not get the autograph .
I also learnt that
they autograph on a card , not the album .
She kept the card for herself .
Bitch .
I didn't confront her ,
I wasn't sure whether it's true ....
You know , if she asked one from me ,
I would have gave her .
I got two , why would
I need two ?
If you've helped me , you ask one from me , I have no reasons to reject you right ?So why cheat
my feelings ?
Even though my bias is not
Wuchun ,
I really wish to get the entry pass to the secret event .
Oh well ,
I lived for
15 years , 2 months and 25 days without winning this sort of things anyways ...
I hope
I'll get over it soon .
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Okay , ENOUGH .
I feel like crying ):
Sad ...
I wish
I can step out of the past ):
21
Yaaaaaay ~ I wrote 21 pages of my school's exercise book .
With no blank pages , and tightly packed words .
What is it about ?
IT'S MY STORY ! YAY !
HAHAHA .
I'm celebrating over small things ==
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Ohmy
THIS IS IT . WILL I GET THE TICKETS ?
WILL I ?
WILL I ?
gah ... Don't stress out ... relax .................................
it's okay if you don't get it .....
it's ...
......okay .......
PFFT . IT'S NOT OKAYYYYY ! ):
Monday, September 5, 2011
Story
OHMYGOSH .
I'M ONLY REVIVING THIS BLOG CAUSE I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO THINK I'M SPAMMING FACEBOOK . HAHAHAHA .
I'm so happy that Aaron yan came to Singapore not long ago and now Zunzun IS COMING TOO !!
AHH !! I'M DYING . HAHAHA .
I missed their promo event last year so I'm really depressed . I really regretted not loving them earlier .
I wish I can see Wuchun up close this time round . I'm still sad over the fact that I didn't get picked for any events in Aaron's music party ):
The worst part is , THERE'S RUMOURS OF FAHRENHEIT 感情不好 , half of me knows this is true but the other half just don't want to believe ... Well , of course Fahrenheit disbanding will cause a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig impact on me , but if it's the best for them , why not ? They'll always be within me anyways (:
It's been a long time since I've blogged . I miss blogging . I miss posting every single crap about Fahrenheit . I miss sharing my thoughts online .
I won't use tumblr . Even though the thingys all mean something to me , I don't want to give up talking about Fahrenheit . Hahaha .
Anyways , even if I don't get to go to the closed event of Wuchun's , I hope I'll enjoy the time of seeing Wuchun this Sunday at Bugis Junction and WCS in the afternoon .
Friday, August 13, 2010
abandoning
i think i will abandon my blog . because , there's no reason for me to continue it , plus im starting to think its boring . i wont even bother deleting , maybe cause i might feel like posting some random crap .
i started this blog for what i also forgot . i continued it for what i have no idea . but now im ending it with a reason , there's no point continuing here -.-
feel free to spam my blog . i dont care .
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Excuses
I dont know whether you believe me, but I hope you do.
Maybe we both tell you 2 different stories, but I want you to know, its actually the same with different perspective.
Dont forget who was it that said no to her last year, dont forget who was it that spammed me and I didn't mind, dont forget who was it that listened to you complain last year.
Maybe this is year is different, maybe because we both have to study. But that doesn't give you a reason to ignore me, especially not when I want to talk to someone not close to me. And if you really do not want this to go on, just tell me straight. Dont make up lame excuses like '3 years is a lot' when its not! I dont know what is the reason you are behaving like this. Maybe it really is because of all the reasons I mentioned earlier, but tell you what, I dont think I will give up. And if you all cant read this, its because I wrote this using my phone.
I am your rainbow!
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