I'm
seriously depressed now .
Why ?
I didn't get picked for
any of the activities for the
Aaron event that took place in July . That made me super depressed as
I REALLYREALLYREALLY LOVE
AARON A LOT .
I just want to take that polaroid with
him ):
The saddest part is when
Aaron was asked to pick
three fans to go up and played the game ,
he passed the job to the
host (
JIAHUI -.-) .
Well ,
I'm okay with that .
Aaron told
her to choose local people .
LOCAL .
LOCALOCALOCAL . Not trying to be mean / racist /etc , but who did dear old
Jiahui choose ?
WHO ? TWO CHINA GIRLS AND ONLY ONE LOCAL GIRL . The saddest part is she choose the China girl beside
me ):
You know , actually
I wouldn't be so sad if
I had gotten
their (as in
Fahrenheit) autograph last December holidays when
they're here .
They were here on 3rd Dec to 5th Dec . Guess what ?
I had to be away form then to then . Gah .
There goes my first chance of seeing
Fahrenheit . Well , I guess it's okay if my friend helped me get
their autograph ....
She did took my album there .
She did help .
Guess what ?
She didn't get it .
I was okay with it .
I WAS .
Until
I learnt from another friend that it's impossible to not get the autograph .
I also learnt that
they autograph on a card , not the album .
She kept the card for herself .
Bitch .
I didn't confront her ,
I wasn't sure whether it's true ....
You know , if she asked one from me ,
I would have gave her .
I got two , why would
I need two ?
If you've helped me , you ask one from me , I have no reasons to reject you right ?So why cheat
my feelings ?
Even though my bias is not
Wuchun ,
I really wish to get the entry pass to the secret event .
Oh well ,
I lived for
15 years , 2 months and 25 days without winning this sort of things anyways ...
I hope
I'll get over it soon .
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Okay , ENOUGH .
I feel like crying ):
Sad ...
I wish
I can step out of the past ):
Yaaaaaay ~ I wrote 21 pages of my school's exercise book .
With no blank pages , and tightly packed words .
What is it about ?
IT'S MY STORY ! YAY !
HAHAHA .
I'm celebrating over small things ==
OHMYGOSH .